Summer Days Of Love .

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own ,They say it will be much better today, I im still here in denial.things will never get better .. I've got no reason to smile.I've got a different approach with dealing with emotion.. I thought happiness was going to be the only reason why I cry ..I sure thought wrong. I just wanna give up, I hate being depressed, Im trying to keep tears out of my eyes ..I have no other reasons why. I try to keep my head up and move on foward but things are just to stressful i can't do this anymore, I feel like if i try i could fly away right now..Only because I know what makes me smile. The things that keeps me moving will always be my motivation to keep my head up. Im not feeling much better today, but i'll try my hardest. Love, Music, Dance, & Peace are my motivations. I got proof that people change, and all thats left are these empty frames.. can you hear these tear drops .. they keep falling and they continue to fall beacuse im hurt. I shoud've known right away. My heart is torn in so many places it can't be fixed..I hate reaching out to people, since all ive been experiencing is pain.to be continued ..
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That was a month ago , and I realize how much things have changed since then. I used to be heartless but not moreI guess you could say Ima start this all over